Samhain (pronounced sow-an) is a symbolic transition in our journey around the sun. It is the halfway point between the Autumn Equinox and the Winter Solstice marking the end of the lighter half and the beginning of the darker half of the year. Celtic pagans celebrated the death and rebirth of the year on this third and final harvest festival falling on October 31st in the northern hemisphere. It is a day of liminal space where the veil between our world and the otherworld is at its thinnest. Those who celebrate Samhain engage in activities that honor their ancestors and also ward off evil spirits.
Halloween is a holiday that has its roots in Samhain. Growing up, Halloween was my absolute favorite holiday. I loved it even more than opening an abundance of presents on Christmas morning. I’m not entirely sure why. The best way that I can describe it is that on this day, everything feels the most alive both within and all around me. Maybe it’s the time of year - crisp air, pumpkins, apple desserts, mulled wine, and falling leaves. I’m inclined to think it’s also due to the thinning of the veil, allowing me to feel the fullness of all that is unseen and sensing the presence of those who are no longer with us.
There was a long season of my life where I did not celebrate Halloween at all because of the beliefs held by my faith community. Deep down that made me so incredibly sad, but I also wanted to do what was right and good. Last year was the first year in almost two decades that I celebrated Halloween. It was the day I decided to set forth on a journey of sacred sovereignty. I’ve spent the last 12 months learning about the wheel of the year and reconnecting with that which resonates with my soul. Today I celebrate Samhain by officially closing the door on a life that no longer aligns with who I am at a core level and stepping into the fullness of myself as I embrace my Irish heritage.
For me, Samhain is a holy day. A chance to press pause, recognize, and remember my place in the wheel of life. To reflect on the idea that we are all a part of something greater - part of a larger story. To recognize the passing of time and reflect on the natural cycles and rhythms we see reflected in the world around us. To behold what is sacred.
Soon I will carve pumpkins, roast pumpkin seeds, bake bread, sip some mulled wine, sit by the fire, pull some cards, reflect on my ancestral lineage, and make an offering to those who have passed. And of course, later this evening I will put on a costume and pass out candy - enjoying all that this day has to offer. I wish you all the best as the wheel turns toward another year and a new journey around the sun.
To learn more about embodying the energy of the seasons or working with the eight holidays within the Wheel of the Year using dance and movement practices, check out episode twelve of my Spiritual Dance Podcast titled "Dancing with the Seasons." CLICK HERE to listen or read the transcript.
